New Hampshire Campaign Dairies


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I have worked over 44 hours in the past four days on this campaign. I am exhausted and I have another 11 hour day ahead of me tomorrow and the next fourteen days after that. Canvassing is simple. I am in a group with two brothers in their 40’s.  All I have to do is knock on people’s doors and ask them if the Republican Party can count on their vote but it involves a lot of walking. It does not help that most of New Hampshire is rural.  Most people are nice and some are not.  Today was the worst canvassing day so far. I felt terrible bothering people on Sunday. (We have to start knocking on doors at 9AM.) Today a lot of people were irritated and just wanted us to leave. I don’t blame them but it was rough after a while. I wish I was not struggling to much to get a good job. I can’t wait to go home. 14 days to go…..


Do I want kids?


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I’m sitting on a plane now on my way to Boston where I will drive to New Hampshire. I’m making causal conservation with my co workers about their wives and kids. Awing at pictures of their kids. Sometimes I am sad I don’t have my own family , but to be fair, I am not married or even dating anyone. ( I am such a dating disaster that I give Taylor Swift a run for her money) I sometimes worry that it will never happen for me. I guess a family is just not in the cards for me right now.

I don’t even know it I want kids. I don’t not like children. It’s just hard to think about when I can barely support myself . I have student loans that I will be paying to rest of my life. Plus I’m kinda crazy. Also I am not sure if my body could carry a human baby. I think that if I was married and my husband and I had stable finances maybe. I really have no idea but I’m only 25, my biological clock is not ticking loudly yet.

Although a family is not in the cards for me now; I’m grateful for all of the things that I have been able to do. I have lived in Sonoma, CA, Charleston, SC and Charlotte, NC. In the past year I have been to D.C, San Diego, St. Paul and now New Hampshire. And the year is not over yet. I have also been on many, many dates and met a lot of interesting people. I don’t know what God has planned for me but I’m just going to enjoy the ride.


It’s a bird, its plane; it’s me up in the air …again.


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photo (14)I’m at the airport again. Two weeks ago, I said I would not get on a plane anytime soon but things changed. You are also probably thinking how a person of “limited means” could travel so much. I said in a previous post that I was canvassing for a political campaign. 48 hours ago, they asked me if I wanted go to New Hampshire to canvass there. It is a tight race there. It would be a pay raise, guaranteed 70 hours a week and all expenses paid. I said hell yes, signed on the line giving up my freedom for the next few weeks until election day and that is how I ended up back at the airport. I’m really excited about it even though it will be stressful.

P.S I will be posting pictures from my trip on my instagram. There is a link on the side bar or my user name is missreigninglorraine.

Roommate’s Boyfriend is Trashed


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I moved a few weeks ago and I do not have the internet. ( shocking I know) I am not able to blog as much as I use to and I’m sorry. I love blogging and It makes me sad that I can’t blog as much as I want. I also got a job canvassing for the North Carolina Republican Party. It’s a temporary job until the election. It is easy and gives me more time to look for a real job. I feel like I’m just getting by.

My roommate got another dog and her boyfriend has been at the house 5 day and counting. Last night when I got home from work, he was laying on the bottom stairs. I asked if he was ok and he grunted at me. Then I told him that I needed to get to my room upstairs. He grunted again and waived me by. I stepped over him and went upstairs. It was awkward. Then I went to my room , grabbed my computer and got out of the hell out of there. I asked if he was ok on the way out and he grunted at me again. I got to my car and was not sure what to do. I called my roommate and told her that I was concerned but it was probably no big deal. Then I went to McDonald to apply for jobs and after about an hour I went home. I drove by and he was still sitting on the stairs. I drove around for about 20 min and went back. He was finally gone. I went inside and just as I was about to run up the stairs to the safely of my room, my roommate called out my name from the kitchen. She told me that she had gotten a new dog. I asked her if her boyfriend was ok. She said he was just drunk and seemed annoyed I had called her.

I’m very frustrated with my living situation. I frustrated looking for a job. I don’t know what I’m going to do.

Dating Rock Bottom: The Ultimate Dating Disaster.


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creep  realized as I was sitting on the floor of a Minnesota airport at midnight, watching Anastasia and this man having a nervous breakdown over his luggage that I have hit rock-bottom. How did I end up here, you ask? To make a long story short, I am stupid. But I have time to tell a long story, so here is what happened. About 6 months ago, I went to a marketing convention in California. I met this guy and we got along well. We hung out and exchanged numbers. After the trip, we kept in touch and he wanted to meet up. He offered to fly me out to Minnesota to visit him. (He is the owner and CEO of his marketing company.) I was really hesitant about it but he seemed really nice and I wanted to get to know him better. I thought we shared the same values. I explained him in explicit detail that I would visit to get to know each other better. (NO SEX!)He said that it was fine, he understood and we were on the same page. I agreed to go. A few days before the trip, I reaffirmed that I would have my own room and no obligation for sex.

This morning, I woke up at 6 AM and took a flight from Charlotte to Chicago. Then I took another flight from Chicago to Minneapolis. When he picked me up at 2PM, I wanted to go to the hotel and freshen up. So we went to the hotel and when he checked in, his reservation was for one room with a king size bed. I was really uncomfortable. This was not what we agreed on. I did not want to embarrass him, so I waited until we got to the room to confront him about it. I told him that I did not feel comfortable sleeping in the same bed in the same room. Also that we had talked about this. He said that hotels were expensive in this area and he was lucky to get this hotel room for $92. He then agreed to talk to the staff to fix the situation. He convinced me to get a bit to eat first and then we would get the situation worked out. We ended up going to the Mall of America and ate at a restaurant there. He complained that the mac and cheese was too expensive when I ordered it. We had a good conversation. He drank three beers. I only drank a beer but he kept encouraging me to live a little and drink more. Then we walked around the mall.

He wanted to get another drink. We went into this island themed restaurant and sat at the bar. It started to get a little bit odd. He told me all about The Secret and that like is attracted to like. (I guess that magnets did not get the memo.) He said bad things happen to people because they have negative thoughts. He had three whiskey drinks while we were there. He also told me that Jesus committed suicide, so he come back to life and show everyone he was a boss. Then we left and walked around the mall a little more. I was tired and was ready to leave so, we started walking back to toward the car and he wanted to get another drink. We stopped at an Italian restaurant and sat at the packed bar. The guy beside us had a bread basket and the guy I was with started eating his bread. It was so awkward. The guy seemed weird out and he said sometime about the bread soaking up the alcohol. Then after he wolfed down this guy’s bread he asked the bartender if the bread was free. He ordered a cocktail and struck up a conversation with guy at the bar. Then he chatted away with this guy and drank two glasses of wine. He pretended like I was not there. Then after the guy left, I told him that I was tired and wanted to go back hotel. We got back to the hotel and I asked him again to talk to the hotel staff about the room situation. He first asked if he could switch the room with a room with double beds. The staff said no because we had already been in the room. Then she said that there were no more rooms available.
We went back to the room and I sat in a chair. He said he did not know what the big deal was, we were both adults. I was being immature about it. He was offended that I did not trust him. He said that he was not a millionaire and it was too expensive for me to have my own room and that I owed him for flying me out there. Then he accused me of having an STD and that was the root of the issue. He kept blame me and saying it was my fault. It was obvious he was getting worked up and drunk. I did not argue with him. He went to the hot tub. When he left, I grabbed my stuff and took the stair in case he came back on the elevator and I ran through the lobby. I walked to the next hotel and asked them to call me a cab. The lady felt sorry for me, so she called the hotel shuttle to take me to the airport. The airport was a grave yard when I got there. The staff was leaving. I asked a lady that was leaving if anything was open and she pointed me to the Delta counter. That lady told me to go to the baggage claim area and they could help me. They told me that the ticket counter would help me when they open in the morning. And that is how I ended up where I am now.

I feel mislead. If this guy had such an issue with paying for me to have my own hotel room, he should have told me instead of tell me that I had my own hotel room. I would have gotten my own room. The fact that he was not upfront with me was very off putting. He did not handle the situation likes a gentleman. Although this experience was awful I have grown up a little bit. I do have morals and I don’t let people push me into something I’m not comfortable with.

Forever Pilot Review


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The episode was narrated by the main character Dr. Henry Morgan, played by Ioan Gruffudd. He has a sexy British ascent and is like Sherlock Holmes and picks up on everything. 200 hundred years ago, He was shot on a ship protecting a slave, he died but came back. Every time he dies he comes back naked and in water. He can feel pain. The only person that knows his secret is Abe, a baby that he found during the World War II. He works at the medical examiner’s office in New York.

He was involved in a train crash. He was killed in the crash but comes back. 15 people were killed in the crash including the train conductor. Henry performed the autopsy on the train conductor and determined that it was poison. He then met Detective Jo Martinez, the detective on the case and informed her it was murder not a heart attack. Then he got a mysterious call from an unknown caller that said he knew his secret.

He freaked out over the phone call and wanted to run. Abe convinced him to stay and fight back. Detective Martinez was looking through security footage before the train crash and sees that Henry was on the train. She suspected that he was responsible for the poisoning of the conductor and brought him in for questioning. Detective Martinez quickly realized that he was not involved with the crash. Then Henry got an envelope with no postage and inside was a picture of him and his wife, Abigail from 1955 and a newspaper clipping of the train crash. He comes to the conclusion that whoever send it to him caused the accident to prove that he could not die. He injects the poisoned blood of the train conductor into his blood stream to determine the type of poison.

He determined that it was Aconite poisoning. He found an injection point behind the conductor’s ear and a finger print. Detective Martinez ran the print and found out it belong to Hans Koehler. She and Henry go to Han’s house and found poisoned rats, Aconite plants and a lab. Hans found them snooping around his place and threw Aconite poison on Detective Martinez’s hand to get away. Henry poured ethanol on the poison and lit it on fire. He put it out in water, saving her life. The police investigated the scene and realized that Hans caused the crash because the conductor killed his wife at Grand Central Station. Henry determined that his next target was Grand Central Station and that Hans was planning to make the Aconite soluble to put it in the AC system. Detective Martinez and Henry got to Hans just in time. Hans shot Detective Martinez. Henry and Hans struggled over the gun and then Hans shot Henry. While Henry was dying he pushes Hans off the roof. They both fell to the ground and died. Detective Martinez woke up in the hospital and saw Henry unharmed. He told her the Hans had committed suicide and jumped off the roof. Then the mysterious caller called and told Henry that he also lives forever and hangs up.

Thoughts: I watch a lot of crime shows and I think compare to the other crime shows out there, this one is mediocre at best. That being said it was only the pilot. There are a lot of successful shows that have mediocre first seasons and keep getting better in later seasons. My favorite example is  Dynasty, season one was good but it did not become an obsession until Joan Collins joined the show in season 2. On the other hand  if the first season is a home run and it is all downhill from there until it is canceled. Example: I loved season one of The O.C but it slowly got worse after that. Hopefully Forever will follow in Dynasty‘s footsteps.

It is interesting that he lives forever but not a vampire or something. (He could be I don’t know.) I think that this show has the potential to be really good but the first episode did not blow me away. Hopefully the case in the next episode will be more interesting. I may watch it if a rerun of The Big Bang Theory is not on.

R.I.P Orange Cat


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When I moved in with my old roommate, she had two cats. Brown cat and Orange cat. ( They had real named but these were my nickname for them.) I was not crazy about them at first but them grew on me. Orange cat was always curious and liked to get in to everything especially my food. He liked to sit on top of the sofa and look out of the window. He was a sweet and loving cat. He loved attention. Orange cat recently was put down due to his health conditions. Orange cat, I love you and miss you. R.I.P Orange cat. IMG_1540-0.JPG

Move Over ” Scandal”, There is A New Political Drama in Town


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I am not in to politics. I think I have only voted once. My sister on the other hand is obsessed with politics. She is actually working a a political campaign in North Carolina right now. We both love ” House of Cards” on Netflix and ” Scandel”. We are from South Carolina. I think it is hilarious that Frank Underwood is a democrat from South Carolina. South Carolina hates democrats to much we would rather elect someone that admitted to using tax dollars to fly to Argentina to see his mistress than a democrat. South Carolina was ranked the second worst state to get an education in this year, maybe that sheds some light on the situations. This is the extent of my political knowledge but I love political dramas.

Tonight I watched the premier of ” Madame Secretary” staring Tea Leoni. I am glad I don’t have any heart problems because my heart was beating fast. It was so INTENSE! It was only the first episode and there was already murder, conspiracy theories and lots of sass. Tea Leoni plays a Secretary of State that refuse to play by anyone else rules but her own. She does not fit in to the conventional White House system so she does things her own way. She saves the day doing things her own way and everyone is impressed. This seems so Cliché I don’t know what to say. I like that the show portrays a strong woman and she just wants to do the right thing but I just wish the plot was a little more original. Although I found the main character more stale then three day old bread the political part was intense. I suddenly had an urge to read a news paper and maybe have some idea about what is going on in the world. I may or may not watch
another episode of the show.

Happy Birthday!


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Today is my 25th birthday. I can’t believe I am a quarter of a century old. When I was younger, I thought by 25 I would have a career, my own apartment and be married. Unfortunately it did not work out like that. I have a temp job and live with a roommate and her freeloader boyfriend. Also my dating life is a mess. I can’t get past the first date. Maybe the first 25 years have not turned out like I thought but I’m trying. Since I’m 25 years old ( a real adult) I have some things I would like to do over the next year.

1. Get a job that offers health insurance When I turn 26 years old I can no long be covered under my parents health insurance plan.

2. Quit Mountain Dew I have written about this before. I am addicted to Mountain Dew. It is terrible for my health yet I keep drinking it. I am going to try to drink more water.

3. Find Love I have dating since I was fifteen , where is mister right. I am tied of dating toads. I hope 25 treats me better than 24.

4.I accept my dad is a piece of shit. My dad is a liar, cheater and always puts his family last. For years I have let my Dad’s behavior hurt me but I’m done. I love him because he is my Father but except he will never be my dad.

5. To all my exs , if you came around again, it is going to be bad for your health. If any of my exes (Greg) come around again just to hurt my again, I’m done.

I am 25 and am done dealing with the same old shit. Although I am angry, I am grateful for my mom who keeps me sane, brown cat and my step dad, who kicks me in the ass when I need it. I am looking forward to being 25 and seeing where life takes me. I want to thank everyone that read my blog and the supportive comments.

Getting Stood Up and Quitting


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I had a date on Saturday at Mac’s Speed shop for BBQ and drinks but I got stood up. We made plans for a Saturday night on Wednesday and texted each other throughout the day on Thursday and Friday. Everything seems good and I was excited for the date. Saturday I did not hear from him so in the afternoon a few hours before the date, I texted him. I just wanted to make sure that we were still on. I never heard from him, so I did not go to Mac’s Speed Shop. I tried to call him at the time we were supposed to meet and he hung up on me. Today is Monday and I still have not heard from him. I can’t believe this guy. It is pathetic that a 36 year-old man could not send a text message saying he is not showing up. It is not the Stone Age. Everyone has a cell phone and it would have taken less than 30 seconds to send a text.

buffalo-bill-silence-of-the-lambs-g I think that and I are parting ways. I don’t think that it is worth the cost. It is not very user friendly like other dating sites like Plenty of Fish. The messaging is slow and the online chatting option is constantly messing up. The quality of daters is crappy. I was hoping that by paying for an online dating service it would attract a guy looking for a relationship. Sadly it is not the case. I have been on Match about two months and I have had zero luck. All of the guys that I have met are either looking for a one night stand, live with their parents, have drug problems or just weird. If I was just looking for a booty call with a drug addict, I would answer a Craigslist ad. At least it would be free. I would not recommend to anyone.


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